Hey!! You should allow yourself to love again. I know the fear of getting hurt makes you feel uncomfortable but you have to allow. You should not prohibit love because love is the only source of happiness and Yes!! We all need it badly. You should allow someone to come closer and call you in the midnight to say that
“I miss you ”
You should allow someone to take care of you. You know you are special and let someone allow to make you feel special. This time you should feel how important you are and how polity one should care of you. Just because of a few past experiences you should not give up, you should not close the door of love.
We all are humans and it’s pretty okay to face betrayal. One relationship can’t fix your whole life, and you are not allowed to judge others on the basis of past experiences. Try to release the fear of betrayal and accept the unconditional love on your way.